Paradoxical Humanity

Leo's Orchid

2012-02-10T22:46:00.000-08:00


"kamu itu seperti anggrek, cantik, tapi gak sombong."

An orchid..

He told me that I was beautiful whether when I'm not

He told me I'm currently listening his problem when I'm easily get mad

He told me I'm special even when I do worst

He said I'm truly madly makes him fall in love so deep

A little surprise for valentine,

a beautiful orchid...

He gave it to me, made me cry for some minutes..

Make me believe that I'm special in everyway I've been..

Make me understood how strong he was..

It's wonderful when I'm already know,

that I have someone who keep me as beautiful as someone keeping this orchid,

someone that spent the whole of his living world completing part that lost,

someone that truly care..

I'm lucky, I have you :']

so, happy valentine's day!

The flight of apollo

2012-01-04T22:15:00.000-08:00

taken originally from NASA website

if I just could touch the surface of the moon,

if I could just walk there for a while,

I would be so happy...

cause I've gone to moon, and know how great my God...

a journey full with pulse and hurts,

a journey full with hard word and blessing,

finally paid fully,

just by touch the moon..

The flight of apollo really makes me believe,

I could step the moon, even walk through the aurora..

-Angels & Airwaves - The flight of apollo-

Couple Years Ago

2011-12-29T16:36:00.000-08:00

It's been so long since I the last time I saw your face, holding your hand.

I don't know, but it seems so hard to get it right. I just hate to remember it again.

I'm on the middle of 2011,

and it's sucks...

Cause I ain't go back to the start,

and this pain is just so killing me..

Back To December All The Time

2011-12-19T03:57:00.000-08:00

So, hello people.

So far this month I've faced my final semester test.

Been so busy studied too much literature and doing the assignments

SO, AS A WELCOME MESSAGE THIS DECEMBER

MARY CHRISTMAST & HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 soon will be!

by the way I'll change my blog as the formal music blog. Been so in love with mixtape!

bye people.

December '11

2011-12-02T21:55:00.000-08:00

Feel happy with what you've gotten last November?

Good. It means you're ready to be here in December.

I'm here, with my December.

And I'm still not moving.

Words aren't enough to know that one.

By the way, this monday I'll face my final test

God bless me!

*n.b. those picture means nothing. I just love to put some picture in every single post.

Paradise

2011-11-25T21:40:00.000-08:00

"Life goes on it get so heavy, the wheel breaks the butterfly"

Coldplay - Paradise

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These song, representing my heart a lot. Major maybe.
These song is everything

You said "FOREVER"

2011-11-25T21:23:00.000-08:00

If I were you,

maybe I will open my heart for the one who know me the most.

I'll step back to the moment when you and I both through the lines

But the time still passed by.

We're done.

Co-V

2011-11-20T06:36:00.000-08:00

luwak coffee. The nicest taste Indonesia ever have.

"It is not about how you turn your life to be good. It's about how you enjoy your life more significant"

I'm almost done doing some part of my forth project during I write this post.

I was so surprised when people getting mad with themselves. They just don't know how to defend their own life with what they have. So, I'm just thinking how I could possibly enjoy my life with what I've gotten.
By the way, I took those photo while I'm having my coffee time alone.
I step back to the memories some couple months ago when I'm still spending my lifetime with the one I really care so much. Those feelings, those memories, those exceptions, those kisses, those everything inside the memories just cut me to a pieces.
..And I just found myself crying inside my bedroom alone,

There's something inside me (and you) that'll never be apart. Love.
When people are saying that they're happy to be alone, they're lying. They're not..
Those one I really know..

People get hurts because of loving someone, either people get hurts because not loving anyone beside them.
Just choose, who will you be?
A lover, or a hater?

Life and thoughts

2011-11-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

Think like a champions, cause your thoughts run your life.

Act like a champions, cause what you've learn is what you've done.

Move like a champions, cause every movement you made is real and never be erased.

Play like a champion, play with pride and learn from the past.

More over it, play with your heart, take your commitment, be brave, cause what you learn is what you will cost.

Never be scare to make a decision, even it wrongs and ruin you so much.

Cause when you face it, and clear it, you win it, and you'll got paid for it.

Win your destiny, run your life easily.

Smile and conquer it.

Life is easy, so be easy to get them easier.

Friend

2011-11-02T18:26:00.000-07:00

"...a truly bestfriend will always give the best for you, and be your siblings when you need a help"

Well, I just feel not so acceptable today. And I got this task from my beloved teacher.

I just wondering what I have to post, so I guess I need to post something about friends.

Your truly friends will always accept you whenever and wherever you are, what you did and what you will do. Your truly friend will always stay for once and will not leave you forever.

When the sun goes down, when the age is getting older and older, she will stay, behind you, beside you, in front of you. She comes through your heart and support you whenever and wherever you are.

If you find someone just as similar as what I just said, it means you are so close with your truly friends.

Ms. Z

Read: Mary Blair

2011-10-21T17:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I found Google posting about Mary Blair. And I think she deserve to be known many people as a prominent person in production art and Disney animator.

Mary Blair (October 21, 1911 – July 26, 1978), born Mary Robinson, was an American artist who was prominent in producing art and animation for The Walt Disney Company, drawing concept art for such films as Alice in Wonderland, Peter Pan, Song of the South and Cinderella. Blair also created character designs for enduring attractions such as Disneyland's It's a Small World, the fiesta scene in El Rio del Tiempo in the Mexico pavilion in Epcot's World Showcase, and an enormous mosaic inside Disney's Contemporary Resort. Several of her illustrated children's books from the 1950s remain in print, such as I Can Fly by Ruth Krauss. Blair was honored as a Disney Legend in 1991.

Wikipedia

And then search some art she has made, so fantastic. The merger colors between the dark one and the bright one is just so fantastic. The texture of the picture is so beautiful. I'm truly in love with her arts. She had a beautiful fantastico hands. Here's the picture. I know you'll love it:

view more photos here

And by the way, I've just joined Google+ . Meet me there :)

Broadway Show: Wicked

2011-10-14T20:30:00.000-07:00

The untold musical story of The Wizard of Oz’s Wicked Witch of the West and Glinda the Good... before Dorothy dropped in. Based on the imaginative Gregory Maguire novel, Wicked takes a fantasy journey through the unseen side of Oz, sharing a tale of unexpected friendship and love.

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this picture is taken by this website

Such a good drama. I would love to see this drama even from the DVD <3

Broadway, I will be there one day for sure. I promise.

Defying Gravity..

Me

2011-10-13T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hi. So, I just think about what I supposed to post today like seriously (?)

And today, what I'm gonna write is, me.

So, let's start..

Hi. I'm Ezhy, 16 years young. Some people said I'm a bad person. Especially my high school teachers, most of them (no offense), a lot of my high school and friends except three people who cares me the most. They call me evil, bad-tempered, arrogant, liar, cunning, hypocrite, etc. Could you imagine how hurt being me? Enjoying something hate me the most is just hurt me so much. Being so nice with another people who being your backstabber is just, ARRRGHHH!! You know how hurt being me. Even when I wrote this post and my tears falling, they'd not know how it tore me so much inside.

My senior is just my backstabber. They talked about me the most, everytime I step around they just saw me cynically.

Many people said, senior high school moment is the best feeling ever. They're wrong! Totally wrong.

And so, I made this epic blog because I want to share the whole thing about me, about my day, about how hurt to be the crap at school, about how can enjoy my day, how can be a better person.

I love photography, traveling, decorating my bed room, drink coffee. And I spend much of my time with books. I love to write something they called "random thoughts". It just through my mind every single time.

And music, one of best thing I've ever known. Being such a music lovers just make me be me. They make me smile and laugh sometimes, wondering if I could have best friends like my music did to me.

And the most inspiring people of my life is, my parent, my sister, and Keo.

For me, there are no best friend. My best friend will be find someday and united by God. Someday..

So, thanks for much people who hate me the most. You just make me feel so lucky having a GREAT FAMILY and EPIC PERSON. I feel so lucky to be me, the one me, who could stand up and awake by myself.

New Links

2011-10-09T00:45:00.000-07:00

So, I start my blue week with coffee and some vegetable cracker. Then I saw my half-broken room, kinda mess and not cool when I saw it. So I start to clean it up, and I found some pieces of memorable story inside my diary. A piece of paper that I really want to read every single day.. And it hurts.

By the way, I'm just done buy a new cellphone so I change the barcode sooner.

And I was thinking to join bookjetty.com cause I love to read something to fill my spare time by reading books.

If you love book too, you can get me there.

CLICK THIS LINK

And you find me next to you. Almost done here, I'm now trying to recycle some used-ugly-papers to be a beautiful-unique-recycled-paper. Hope it done on time.

And guess what, I found some old book with a good deal price. And I'll go buy them soon!!!

Mucho thanks

Ms. Z

Random mind

2011-09-19T08:03:00.000-07:00

"Everyone needs compassion, love that's never failing.. Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of the savior. The hope of nation.."

Hillsong Australia - Mighty To Save

A thought has through my mind just now.

To compare what I've done and I've left behind. Scars, happiness, belief, frightened, whimsical mind, hopelessness , forgiveness.

That were really fill my mind to be (honestly) more mature. What a life.

One thing I've never be forget is, for what & why I've been made.

Life's good, and I'll never be those part again. A mature one is just throw away those cigarettes and beers. A mature one is never gonna give his/r life for something not comparable and worthless. A part of something that really could make everyone inspired. No more sad, no more sorrow, no more regret, no more... no more!

A dumb one will throw his/r life with worthless thoughts and habits.

Have a good life,

Bonzoir.

Photo stream

2011-09-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

What a massive week!!

A weeks after I could heal my scars

Gonna share a photo I've taken at Mangrove City

Enjoy...

"Scars heal, memories vanised.. But love will always stay.... This is what's left of us"

my truly own words

Good night

p.s I miss my blog so much!

Tears

2011-09-05T06:21:00.000-07:00

"..And it's hard to love again when the only way it's been, when the only love you knew just walkaway

if it something that you want, darling you don't have to run, you don't have to go.."

Kiss Me Slowly by Parachute

Should I stay when you go this far?

Should I smile when I need you the most.

Changing life. People change, so do you.

If I could beg you, please...

Stay..... stay..... stay.....

Ms. Z

*ps: sorry late posting, kinda miss my blog uhhhh D:

Samson and love

2011-08-31T02:18:00.000-07:00

"..You are the sweetest downfall, I love you first"

Samson by Regina Spektor

Scars healed, pain vanished.

Memories refurbished.

But love has their own way in every single step it took,

love will always remains the same..

as I said, always...

And when you feel like your love is gone,

you're wrong.....

Be glad, you got the love you need the most.

Found some past memories...

2011-08-27T03:39:00.000-07:00

Don't know why I write those "I dont want to miss a thing" text.

At least I have something to do at class when I was a junior high school student

A cute bear, yes I'm the bear.


You'll never know what'll happen next, "Whaddup? I miss ya."

Memories are sweet to be remembered

...but at least that's hard to be lived against it

Norah Jones

2011-08-25T22:52:00.000-07:00

"If you lost you can't look and you will find me time after time

if you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting time after time... "

Time after time by Cyndi Lauper covered by Norah Jones


Taken by me. Picture originally by me.

She just totally got the skills, performance, and lot more.

She's the movement.

She's so inspiring people.

She moves me a lot more.

She's Norah Jones...

Unaccustomed earth

2011-08-20T03:36:00.000-07:00

The picture's taken by me.

"it was one of the many habits of her upbringing which she'd shed in her adult life, without knowing when or why."

Unaccustomed earth by Jhumpa Lahiri

I start reading inspiring books when I was 12-year-young-yet-old.

Whenever & whatever I'm doing, I just keeping my life on track. That's why I need to read some inspiring books. You could share some books worth reading. Just mail me here :

priscillazionah@hotmail.com

I really appreciate what you send to me and share everything you'd share

Miss Z

Iridescent

2011-08-18T04:12:00.000-07:00

Do you feel cold and lost in desperation?

You built up hope, but failures all you've known.

Remember all the sadness & frustration.

And let it go,

let it go....

When you were standing in the wake of devastation,

when you were standing on the edge of the unknown

with the cataclysm raining down.

Your inside crying, "Save me now"

You were there impossibly alone...

{Iridescent - Linkin Park}

Original Soundtrack of Transformer 3

(Dark Of The Moon, 2011)

Linkin Park - Iridescent, 2011

*P.s : actually, I've watching the video since an hours ago. The video is just so AWESOME!

HI PEOPLE, PLEASE ENJOY.

2011-08-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

I'm so blessed of being one of them that watching the newest of transformers movies series on cinema.

I learn much more from those film.

Friendship, loving, bravery, self confident, sincere, appreciating, loyalty, and much more.

You can see the official thriller

{here}

And here's bio the character I do really love a lot.

{Ironhide} & {bumblebee}

he's bumblebee, my fav one.

Ironhide has the look. I just really blowed up seeing what he was sacrifice.

That's all. Major thanks.

*P.p.s I'm using heello and about to leave twitter for awhile. So take a look and listen me here in my heello account http://heello.com/ezhy. thx people

The Beauty Asia

2011-08-13T00:21:00.000-07:00

Hi! Today will be a best day ever. Hope I could done all of my home work sooner.

Well, I had concept this blog post for almost a years and hope it done as good as I want.

I'm gonna tell you about my country, Indonesia, the richest nature resources country in Asia.

Indonesia, it start to be the Independent Country when it was 1945, 17th of August. Indonesia could be individual and independent country by winning the war between Japan and Holland. Indonesia be so famous when those years because Indonesia is the richest nature resource country especially the species of spices. This country is located between Asia and Australia, and in the middle of equator line. This route has been the popular trading route on the world.

At this far, Indonesia still have the best culture, movement, food and tour object. What I need to straightens is about what Malaysia take away from Indonesia.

Batik are originally from Indonesia. They call it batik because Indonesian make it by using their own hand with the unique structure and form. For example this one :

it called Solo's Batik. Solo are one of many region in Indonesia.

And now songket fabric. THIS IS ORIGINALLY BY INDONESIA TOO! NOT MALAYSIA. This is the example of songket fabric.

This songket come from Minang Kabau, the original region of Indonesia.

And much more. Just like Reog Ponorogo :

Ponorogo is one of many region in Indonesia. But why does malaysia claim it as their culture? such a stupid thing. Insane one.

So, if you want to see the trully asia, just come and see Indonesia :) you'll find many beautiful thing to see, to taste, to enjoy.

*p.p.s if you wanna go to Java, especially Surabaya, you can mail me and I promise you to be your private tour guide for free (:

a courtesy to build the joy that really help us to find out our our happiness.

2011-08-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

Well, I guess the tittle just to long. I'm about to confused to wrote that.

I've done edit my page as simple as I want. Easy to see, not too much element inside. So I guess, my blog wouldn't make your browser become so slow to load (just opinion). And, I'm done uploading my favicon on blog and edit some script and deleting some 'not-important-to-read' part. Through this year guessing my blog has been updated to be more, I really excited to join Pinterest.com to enjoying my life by pinning something interesting.

By the way, so far this week I'm already thinking something about having dinner with my first class partner to build our care, especially to share the 'takjil' (in moslem, they call it takjil) to the people near us that need those care.

Choosing some post worth reading, this week I found a lot more posting that really interesting especially what Miss Sarah Nurdanita posted 'When Heaven Meets Earth', Susannah Conway with her August break project (click the link and find out more)

I forgot to copy the url to drop it at those photos but I think it used to be Diana who upload it on her weblog. I didn't really know, I'll find out more soon and I'll put the link from where I grab the picture. What I want to share is, those picture are inspire me so much about how lucky I was. So I guess I need to upload those picture and make it appear on my blog.

By the way, so far this week I need an extra time to learn physic.

..And I need to find some half-time job, this fasting day will be ended closer than I think, so I need to find the job as soon as possible.

I think this is what I need to post so far this week and hope you enjoy your read. Thanks.

SOMETHING I NEED TO SHARE

2011-08-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

Why don't you try to used and find your own script?

Please make your blog worth to read. If you don't really know how to use English, please use Bahasa till you know how to use it wisely.

I hate to read your post. I really don't know what you really post. Seriously.

Be yourself, don't let the style rule you babe. Existence doesn't really exist!!!

Be beauty, be you.

congrats,

First day of August.

2011-08-01T03:37:00.000-07:00

Hi blog! It's been almost a month and I'm deniably miss you a lot!

Hi watcher, or maybe reader. How's life?

I have no idea what I'm gonna post (again) on my blog. Kinda flat life, but actually I'm gonna tell you something. Why can't I get everyone I love close enough to me? Hurts. By the way, fasting day has come and I'm gonna tell the Indonesians "congratulation&happy fasting" but I haven't some pulse inside those BlackBerry. Ugh.

I haven't do my plans of making some giveaway program. I still don't really know yet what I need to give and to whom?!! *Clapping hands*. And I know I have to post something on my blog more fast than tweet something. Just really don't know what I need to do on this blog.

And, this is the second week of school day and don't really know yet why can't I did the physics task yet. Why does the physics didn't go on it ways and I'll go mine? Hubbub. Hope I could get my best score at physics at last first semester report.

By the way, I need to tell you this. I LOVE MY NEW HAIRCUT!!! And I'm gonna post some photos of my new haircut for ya all! I really have my own style and I'm proud. My pride! This is my new haircut photos and hope you'll be so glad to know it.

What a nice haircut, right?

By the way I need to go now. I'm glad you still be my readers, people.

Aioaie!! Au revoir!

Ms. E

Gonna Share The Button

2011-07-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

Buat kalian pecinta hamster. Check this button up guys! Hamster berbagai jenis dengan harga grosir.

Perlengkapannya juga TOP banget guys! silahkan Check sendiri yah :D

A Perfect Startline

2011-07-14T02:40:00.000-07:00

I still don't know what I supposed to write on my twitter. But, I'm gonna start sharing my first day at school (after this long long vacation. Its for about 3 weeks after I got my last semester report in the tenth.) And I'm already in science class and sorrow start burn this class away!!!

Today, I meet my new classmates and try to say hi to all of 'em. And half of them is my tenth grade classmates. Officially that was a special day when I was starting to adapt to a fellow.

And last, this is my random image. I hate sharing my post without a random photo. Finally, thanks.

The Reincarnation Of Being Busy In Vacation

2011-06-17T18:44:00.000-07:00

Okay. First I'm gonna say thank you for everyone especially my parents. How they was parenting me is so awesome! I still remember how they always remind me about my school. I'm totally proud of everything I got now. I entry the Science Class and be Thankful for God of having 8 score in Chemical and Biology class and 7,8 score in Physics and Mathematics class.

And the second is, I'm gonna tell you that my vintage shop project was already done by my self (only) but I still need to find which banner I need to publish on my blog. So, keep waiting my project guys.

The third is I'm gonna tell you that I have a long day vacation so I start my vacation with studying all about French. The language, the culture, the art, the city and much more. Hope I can finish it only in 2 weeks. And, I'm gonna enter the sewing class this week with my grandma. This is so important thing for me of having the class I need to make my own label and design for my clothing and so, I need to sew it by my self. Hope all done on time so I don't have to waste a lot of time again.

And, the last is... I've done list my tea time and coffee time!! Whee!!

Next Project. And finally....

2011-06-10T03:06:00.001-07:00

Hi! Now 10th of June and I've got my free times since 2 days ago and I started my free times with starbucks coffee. Espresso, cappuccino and frappuccino was inspiring me of making a coffee time. A lot of something I've planned to do through this vacation. Discussing about what taste of coffee I'm gonna try and which project I have to start?
Since yesterday, I'm thinking about a vintage shop and making my own design for my vintage shop and thinking about what project I have to start? A giveaway project or maybe increase my time of learning french. Lot of time I've wasted. So, I must start to pray if I'm not wasting my times for my project.
Anyway, I've bought some book to increase my mood for this vacation! 2 inspiring books and a novel (and I still don't believe it when I could buy that by my own). Feel so thankful this month for everything I have done and learned everything I have been. Lot of projects, lot of epic moment. Hope I could start my day with big smile on my face and finish it with the biggest smile too.

Phone post by my BlackBerry ;)
Sent from BlackBerry® on 3

have a lot of work

2011-06-03T05:33:00.000-07:00

Bonjour!

Such a nice blog now. I've finished editing my blog, complete the "All About Me" tab and editing some post and page. And I got some vacation on the sidelines of my examination!

I'm totally tired this week. A lot of hard work I had been done and such an admirable things to faced now is a last semester examination. Wish me luck on it. And I got some project to do on my next vacation.

Okay, the truth is I still don't know what I'm gonna post in this blog. Totally mindless and got nothing to say this week. Okay maybe this month. Flat life, flat family, flat friends, but I got an amazing boyfriend (don't mean to show off what I got here). And guess what, Everything just become so flat and I hate to face that. I just need to be honest that I'm on a worried day. Such a crazy thing to think is, I entry the science class or social class.

The last is, I'm in a lost day!!

click this link if you know some book which can help me learning French. Thanks a lot guys

*nb Image was made and edited by me.

hi blog.

2011-05-07T18:27:00.000-07:00

oh hi blog. so long we have no talk. i miss you so much.
so, have a nice day. i don't have enough time to use you. im running for my last semester exam. so please wish me luck blog. and i'll go find you and post something for you then.
am gonna say that i miss you everytime. please don't beg me to post something before i do my exam. please please please. i have no choice. :( and am gonna go to singapore. so, i'll have a lot post for you. wait me, darling. i'll be back. i love you. smoxxxx :*

picture of mine.

2011-04-19T17:20:00.000-07:00

TODAY.

2011-04-19T17:05:00.000-07:00

hi hi hi hi blogger i miss ya so badly how r ya am fine here hope you r alryt then :p

much much much say thanks for this week. so unbelievable weeks i've through, i love to know what i have got through this week. fantastic one, so magic.

1. am gonna say thanks to Maharendrata :) what a perfect boy! i found me losing my emptiness there. thanks so much. am the greatest one to got you all in all of my life.

2. i spent much time with my family and 2 days since 17 April 11' i had spent a lot of my time with my Rendra <33333333333333333333333333 incredibly moment when he kiss my brow. how cuteeee :3

3. am totally addicted to Mathematics subject this week so i study hard and guess what, I CAN MAKE MY OWN FORMULA FOR MATHEMATICS SUBJECT!! WHEEE!!

4. i make new account of twitter called @MindlessRules. you could find your quotes there, just check this account out and don't forget to comment me about this page.

5. i left my broken heart and i start my new life.

6. found my cute dresses and am gonna sell it by online shop.

THE END.

first post in April. this is totally sucks.

2011-04-07T05:06:00.000-07:00

hi blog, so long i haven't saw you yet. and what else? well, as usual, am gonna posting what project i've gotten last week and i hope you'll be happy to see my project. anyway, 2 weeks later start from now am going to go to Kuala Lumpur and Singapore to have a delegation. hopefully i can enjoy my activity there and i promise you to share my picture there.
and i got a nice price from my mom. a BlackBerry cellphone and am too shock to realize what did happen. ask me a pin? here you are 214**73* (mail me if you want my BlackBerry Messenger Pin)
here is my project.

what else? you may ask me by mail dude.
and the last is, i got a nice pen friend called Sellin and Jesica. thanks anyway for being my friend. :)

i found this.

2011-03-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

LiveTyping.com

vacation!!!!

2011-03-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

hi my blog. i miss you as much as you've missed me #sigh
hm by the way, this is my secondary vacation. am at home, as usual. and try to get something new (wish me luck). and luckily, i found something that will fill up my vacation. FROZEN CHEESE CAKE RECIPE!!!
and yesterday, i just bought a teenlit (it means novel), a note book, and a love diary (special one to write how i love my boy). and what's up next? i went to the store with my boyf OMIGOD! he just... ahh... what have i describe to you? it just kinda lovely but actually, mhh, i forgot what i want to write here.
and all over this post, i love my vacation as much than the first vacation. WHEE!

'the book i've bought' *yelling

sincerely,

#PrayForJapan

2011-03-11T21:30:00.000-08:00

i just see the story about 8,1 magnitude eartquake came to Japan. then I open my twitter account and started to see the trending topics and i got these #PrayForJapan see? i think we must start to stop the global warming. earth must be so jealous with what did we do and started to kill everyone who make it become so unfit. let us start our life and save our world.
save the world, save the culture, save the inspiration, save the people, save our brother&sister, save our brotherhood, save our earth, save our Japan.

i prefer to start pray when i heard the story. misery came to Japan and it made me felt so down. I'm in love with Japan since I know what it Japan? how did Japan looks like? how about people in Japan? i just don't know what i should do. i just can pray to God and try to call my brother there (mh actually, not my brother, most of my friends are there. less of them are my family.) and well I just didn't get any news from them.
after this information, come on, let us start to help Japan. start to pray for our Japan.

you can call this number if your families are there and you want to know about your brotherhood there. here's the number you can call :
Hotline KBRI Tokyo: +819031324994
Hotline KJRI Osaka: +81662529827
if you care with your brother&sister there. you could click this link and start to see what's going on.

sincerely,

today. and this is what i talked about.

2011-03-10T03:25:00.000-08:00

oh my, i missed this moment. when i ask the bartender to brought me a mug of vanilla late and a slice of european cheese cake. this afternoon after i finished my school, i got a little headache and decided to went to Starbucks. i missed my coffee there, iced vanilla late bubbled. i drank, i tasted it so well and i turned on my cigarette. i was in love with the situation there, so calm and it raised up my mood. so i got home with my new mood. then i started to write this journey to blog (well, not at all)
wanna share the picture for ya :)

i'm happy. before the sunset. enjoying my coffee and cigarette

done for this post.

i'm totally happy to share what i got this afternoon.

aieuwaiyeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

sincerely,

am homey!

2011-03-08T20:39:00.000-08:00

just gonna say that i hate facebook, twitter and so many sites for about this weeks. not cool. i hate when everyone asks me 'what the problem did you have with me?' thats so annoyin' me at all.
but actually, this morning, i cooked my own meals for breakfast and make a cup of coffee. that was so impressive. this is what i make for breakfast meal. indonesian food and you must try what inside this photos. yummy taste! and when i drank my coffee, guess my problems actually gone. i love coffee but im a teacups addict. im a self-proclaimer teacups addict and i proud of be like that.
this is some photos of my breakfast menu :

everyone told me that the name is 'cah kailan', so Indonesia.

call it 'tempe goreng'

and many more.

and now, i have to go offline. gonna have some activity today (w/o goin' to school).

i've been so excited of not going to school just pretty awesome that i left my mid semester and going to have more mid semester test after this.

sincerely,

2011-03-07T07:15:00.000-08:00

today @ my room.

2011-03-06T03:31:00.000-08:00

hm I just don't know how to start to write today because I lost half of my memories. pretty odd things that happened on me. and uhm this is weekend and am start to starving!!! there are no food inside the refrigerator. and i lost my money when i packed my back for tomorrow (be going to school).
there are something happened on me and I don't know why it does goes on me. im going to love 'emily the strange' or what ever you call it&i was starting to search black tuxedo and patterned tie. i kept my room dark but you must know something that at first i hate to saw my room was dark. it just freaking me out. and just a minutes ago, i started to figure out that my room is the coolest when it was dark!!! pretty odd, right?
and what else? just, argggg!! i don't know. i thought that i've been so odd, extremely, oh well epically, and i've been so messy&not in the mood. i felt like i had no brain inside my head, the zombies ate my brain without permission and i became so strange.
this afternoon i was starting to cut my black&white newspaper and tried to paste it on my wall. and well, my mom started to getting mad with me and she just don't know how i felt that time. so I closed my window&door, started to turn on my netbook (oh well im going to tell you that i have a new netbook) and i start to write this post (with a awful grammar). my english is not as good as yours maybe. and mm i just tried to have a conversation with another people in different country.
and the last, I'M STILL IN LOVE WITH MY MESSY DARK ROOM!!!

with love,

untitled//errr

2011-02-24T02:48:00.000-08:00

goede dag!
now almost one week i've left my blog and had a nice subject and epic classroom ever! *yawn. I felt so tired at all, then I try to having some movies. so I took my money and went to the CD store @ CiTo Surabaya. and well, I got my five star rate CD! Wheee! then I got a 85score in Chemical subject! just like a Whee!
and actually this time, I want to play the movie, the last movie. so, it means this is the end of my blog post. see ya latter folkroles :>
-end-

with love,

do i have to fill this page?

2011-02-19T22:34:00.000-08:00

i think no. just it. and bye.
so sorry if not important. i just want to blog. i miss my blog
-end-

with love,

android avatar

2011-02-19T04:25:00.001-08:00

Waaaaaa!!! I got this from my android phone<3333 more lovely cellphone...........i love my android so muuuuchhhh:)

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fun for something funny.

2011-02-18T19:22:00.000-08:00

today i was thinking about something fun so i was searching by my browser something funny to see.

this is what i've got for you, don't be chilled out. throw away your business, go ahead with with the biggest smile, open the window, scream it loud. "thanks God, it's weekend!" and have a lot of fun activity.

i swear you will be so fun when you watch this video.

this is one of my fav. part of sponge bob square pants.

you must see this one.

so fun!

{click here}

"F is for friends who do stuff together
U is for u and me
N is for N-e where and N-e time at all

down here in the deep blue sea"

________________________________________________________________________________

you can share anything. about fun or something more.

mail me to priscillazionah@hotmail.com

i love to share anything for you.

searching more fun? click the link.

Fun | fUn | fuN

with love,

not necessary at all. just share what i've got today.

2011-02-18T03:28:00.000-08:00

got a great application for my android phone. and am in love with this application.
hmm, it's all about photography. at least, i don't need to edit my photo shoot before i have to upload it to my deviant. that was admire-ably works on me now. technically, now i have no more heavy bag to bring and last i maybe don't need to used photoshop or maybe just need a little bit edit my photo before i upload it.
thx android you give me damn much incredible application to healing my life off :> much love for you.
this is what i've got from the application called "vignette" i would share the barcode/link if you want. it only works on android.

and many more...... (i know you won't to know too much photo inside this post hm.)
this is only a few of many effect inside the application. so just check the application if you want to know more.
i promise you will like this app so bad.
thanks.

with love,

this is vintage

2011-02-17T17:08:00.001-08:00

this is vintage by ezhyprsclla on Polyvore.com

well, i share this one for you. my fav stuffs inside my scrank (cupboard, i mean) if you are a vintagers, you must try and kept this stuffs. simple, elegant, and cute.

gutten morgan.

2011-02-17T16:42:00.000-08:00

i have some plan today and i wanna share it to you. and the great thing is i had not much time for me to sleep last night (haggard) now i feel so sleepy and just wanna stay on bed and SLEEP AS MUCH AS I CAN.
well, this is my schedule, if you want me to share the photos for you, mail me:

wholesale
find a new pretty stuffs
do my photography project
do my homework. last homework.
having fun with my family

and because my boyfriend isn't here, so i start to text him first that i love him so much. and, i wanna share to you about him. just a little bit. he is Damian, with his oval face thin cheek, dark brown skin, rumpled-mess hair, black eyes. i love him too much.
and i've bought a nice magazine. it makes me feel so on fashion, inspire me all about fashion. here i will share the photo for you.

woke up in the morning and felt so mess!
look at that picture, i still wear my pajama&used my webcam just to photo that magazine.
so suck one. but i love my mess hair so much in that picture. so fashionable (n) hahaha

with love,

finally...

2011-02-17T00:58:00.000-08:00

hello blog, this post is the second posting of this day. now is 3:49 PM.
so, i just want to share you all about my new account! I really have a new sweet account on some website. so lovely right?
and, i was saved some picture that cute looking. i found it when im on this page, so nice picture there, you can save many picture from that site. so awesome one.
this is all of my new account. i've joined linkedin, dailybooth, and about me. you can find me there. and so, don't forget mail me for ask me more. and i have a new playlist.
so, thx for enjoy my blog.

with love,

whatthe... now im in the forth day of vacation

2011-02-16T16:38:00.000-08:00

I just woke up in the early morning and got nothing to do so I took the laptop and turn it on. I charged my cellphone&hoped Damian will text me through I feel so not-in-the-mood right now.
I opened my mozilla firefox and went out to www.twitter.com | www.blogger.com | www.facebook.com | and got something to comment, tweet and post.
boring live. just like this. not so necessary planing. am on my vacation, am on my day, but i still get lost.
well, am not emily strange at all. or may be am really not an emily strange at all. kinda boring with my life.
but,
i got some nice pict and some stuffs inside my bedroom. gimme a two thumbs up please!! I found something different. i found two japanesse comics, i found a cute photo by christina perri, and i found a clucth bag from gadis (and i don't know why that was inside my bed room)
and now im searching for a new website that inspire me at all. and um, i got a really nice fonts and bokeh texture from www.deviantart.com *clap my hands. if you want me to send that font and texture for you, you can mail me:)
and well, this is the picture of the japanesse comic, do you want it? mail me your address and i will package it just for you. it's not necessary for me because im the person-who-can't-enjoyed-japanesse-story-and-don't-understand-the-language! yeah.

look at that! im just woke up and have a mess day ever!!!

with love,

getting cold vintage

2011-02-16T03:17:00.001-08:00

getting cold vintage by ezhyprsclla on Polyvore.com

no notes. this is what i think about

new inspiration

2011-02-15T19:58:00.000-08:00

I learn to live half alive, and now you want me one more time...

now im in my bedroom and listen to Christina Perri best single.

{click here}

well, i got a nice picture of christina perri i guess.

and that picture inspire me how to potrait something.

and i've joined the site of christina perri! whee!

click this link below.

www.christinaperri.com

just wanna share some photo I've gotten

with love,

am rockin' out with flower

2011-02-15T04:25:00.001-08:00

am rockin' out with flower by ezhyprsclla featuring sequin tops

i love to rock a simple

all about hurts.

2011-02-15T03:03:00.000-08:00

coolest song ever.

this song is mirror of my life.

christina perri grow me something, inspiring me a new day.

i can be stronger, i know i can.

but,

absolutely, this song remains me something so hurt...

{click here}

"and who do you think you are running 'round leaving scar, collecting your jar of hearts and tearing love apart?

you're gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul.

don't come back for me, don't come back at all..."

with love,

today schedule.

2011-02-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

make some cookies&chiffone cakes.
publish new post @ tumblr&blogger (done)
search more UK playlist.
polyvore-ing
heart-ing
tweeting less than 20 post. (failed [x])
open my facebook account&comment something there. (done)
no CELLPHONE posting (totally did it yeay!)
fix my motorcycle machine.
find a new watches @ swatch swiss gallery.
buy school purposes.
finish my art homework (dynamic lines). and guess what, I don't know how to do that. what will I need, how i draw the lines, why does the trackpen are mostly needed to do this job, etc etc and im thinking of 'what the hell' *clapping hands.
meet my auntie Ms. Retno @ Citraland and having some joy activity there.
buy air mata kucing cream. my favorite beverage. taste like chocotaro @ quickly cafe. yummy!
find a quite-beauty-chic picture for me to post.

and now im trying my best to finish this suck-boring-exhauted-horribly-abominations Biology Homeworks.
this is today first post and I wanna jump out to another nasty-grubby-muddy-grimy-filthy-soiled buildings. oh God what happened with this extraordinary vacation ever?! #yawn #sigh

with love,

classy

2011-02-14T18:04:00.001-08:00

classy by ezhyprsclla featuring nylon knee high socks

my sister jump out the fashion with this stuffs only. great one.

sorry, my bad.

2011-02-14T06:38:00.001-08:00

Got a missery conversation w/ my daddy #yawn and got some trouble tonigth. Too late in the evening when I was get home. Kinda bussy with my classmates with bbq party and finished some job @ mathematic subject.
No dinner, and I've got stomatche. Painfully.
But I got a awfully perfect chocolate from Damian. Whee! Thx so glad to be with you anytime.
End.

With love, ezhy
No hand-sign pict so sorry. Im on cellphone. Smoxx:*

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10 things im going to beg for today.

2011-02-13T16:19:00.000-08:00

got a nice capture @ barbeque party with my classmates. hope all of my classmate.
TRUFFLE!
SOUFFLE!
spongecake.
meet Damian, at least only for say "happy valentine, I love you."
rum raisin chocolate ice cream yuuuuuum!
finish my read, Emili Strange -- Lost Days. nice book to read. give a try.
more photography project&insipiration
new Nike SB (oh I begged my parents about this for a thousand times. and guess what I got. PUMA!!! I expecting more)
more fun please!

that's all. 10 things I want today. I hope it become real. I wish [even the ninth would be hard to become real. but I hope my parents read my mind and say, "hey, this is for you! hope you like it."] this is end of my story. oh mom&dad pls give me a favor yawn.
last, goodbye reader. and happy valentine day:]

with love,

CONTACT ME

2011-02-13T15:16:00.000-08:00

send me chat, I'd be glad to have conversation.
priscillazionah@hotmail.com for msn & zhylla024 for y!m
gtalk ask me.

this site was freaking me out!!!

last, I'm not a canibal.

ABOUT ME

2011-02-13T10:13:00.000-08:00

PRISCILLA ZIONA HUWAE

call me Ezhy. I'm mini monster under your bed.

im woman. and not a girl anymore. 16y/o with my black-wavy hair.

im sophomore.

extremely extraordinary. crawling with menace and secret abominations.

Rascal Flatts' move, Oliver Sykes' denims.
I'm a hologram, I'm a creature from another dimension.
I summoned myself out of the void

i live with music and it moves me.

im a killjoy, fantasize-illusion avid.

i collect watches&mugs. and chocolate addict.

totally Damian's

2011-02-13T06:33:00.001-08:00

Hello night, hello star-folks under my weakness. I'm happy to be write this post. Much precious things I've gotten today and almost made me cried.
I'm just going to text my ex-ex-boyfriends Damian. And guess what? We're one. No one can separate us.
This is the end of my story tonight. Thanks and bye.

Nb: i used cellphone to post this not-necessary-post-ever-at-night text. Happy Android!

With love,
Ezhy. No hand sign picture so sorry. Smooooch:*

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what you wanna wear

2011-02-13T00:22:00.001-08:00

what you wanna wear by ezhyprsclla on Polyvore.com

am asking my sister to try it and that was work:]

via cellphone. android!

2011-02-12T07:42:00.001-08:00

PRISCILLA Z. H. (@ezhyprsclla) has shared a Tweet with you:

"ezhyprsclla: try my best to understand all that your love you can bring."
--http://twitter.com/ezhyprsclla/status/36067774627319808

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tonight.

2011-02-12T04:49:00.000-08:00

I'm single. And NOT available.

that's all. and im on my way to move on.

with love,

I'm moving on.

2011-02-11T16:15:00.000-08:00

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're always the same
They mean me no harm but it's time that I face it
They'll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don't belong
I'm movin' on

I'm movin' on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there's no guarantees, but I'm not alone
There comes a time in everyone's life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn't
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I've loved like I should but lived like I shouldn't
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I'm movin' on

Rascal Flatts - I'm moving on..

another time, another life, another story.

if it be your heartbroken. just swear to forgive it all.

moving on then..

with love,

will have a great time on vacation.

2011-02-11T01:58:00.000-08:00

just count down the time to monday and WHEEEEEEEEE! I'll have a good time to have vacation.

I have some project for my one week of love vacation. I have some photo project for my document this months. Than I have much time to sell my vintage stuffs here inside my schrank (cupboard). Third day I will finished my read. 2 books for a day ROTFLMAO not sure will be finish only a day. Forth, be at home, enjoying tea time with my family, my pals and Damian. and I have a good time with my school friends too after long time we only listened the teacher talking.

and I've changed my www.twitter.com username from @ejheeeeehh into @ezhyprsclla so just click follow.

and last, I've changed my playlist. that's awfully awesome! thx thx thx a lot for Brenda&Bill sharing their fav. song for me and gave me some feedback then.

with love,

I need new playlist

2011-02-08T05:13:00.000-08:00

somebody help me finding a new playlist.
I need soft jazzy music, but wild and grand voices inside.
what kind of artist do I need to search? uhmm

with love,

Blog changing

2011-02-06T02:31:00.000-08:00

I've changed my blog little bit different and clean.

I hope you like my new blog. I'm actually not so satisfied

and ummm, I got a nice picture today:

thanks to my cousin Brenda Benedictha O. C.

I got a nice picture of you.

with love,

no blog for a week except friday&saturday night.

2011-02-05T02:38:00.000-08:00

WHAT A BIG NIGHTMARE!!!

just meet me at http://twitter.com/ejheeeeehh and I always be there for you.

cuppacups smooochiieee:*

with love,

not important just don't read.

2011-02-04T06:09:00.000-08:00

I'm totally sick of this.

I'm totally sick of this.
I'm totally sick of this.
I'm totally sick of this.
I'm totally sick of this.
I'm totally sick of this.
and I sell some stuff so I am going to share the button of my online shop as soon as possible.
just wondering what would be happened.

with love,

today. with my greatful family and the lovable person.

2011-02-03T05:38:00.000-08:00

this morning I was on my way to edited this blog to be more classy. But I think that was not necessary for myself right now. so I was thinking what I had to do today. than I though I would be with my Damian today because he's in Surabaya.

I started with sent him text than he said there was nobody at home. so I begged him to picked me up at home and had a great day in his home.he said yes than, and he picked me up with his unconditional motorcycle. so funny to be with him today because I was in a SMALL MOTORCYCLE and I am BIG.

today was so fantastic! I was in his hug.

and that was incredible

so incredible

very incredible

xoxoxo incredible

awfully incredible

etc, etc, etc.

and I just got more than that, i got some romantic kisses in my lips.

I felt like i was in a crazy planet with a lovable person.

today, the best Chinese New Years Day I've ever gotten.

and at least, I'm not forgetting to say happy Chinese new years day for everyone who celebrate it.

Today best photo shoot:

don't be so jealous guys, he's mine and love to be hims.

just felt so amazing when I was with you.

with love,

why I need to fill this one.

2011-02-02T05:04:00.000-08:00

happy February, happy Valentine even now aren't valentine day yet

so okay, I've already change my blog speech from Indonesia to English for my best partner, Kristine Dun Beloria and Billy Amy. so nice to know them always read my blog.

and today, I'm going to write and post some photos about my life with my boyfriend&I love to post the photos of my boyfriend text.

I love you more, more and more.

my boy sent that text for my and I loved to be read it.

I saved that message @ draft of my msg cellphone so I can read that everyday, even the text has been removed by myself at inbox.

suddenly, I always be so in love to be hims if he send me some text that he loves me.

thanks for make me stronger, baby. I love you just be like you.

-end-

with love,

The Damian's.

2011-02-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

today is tuesday at 5p.m and I still don't know what I have to write on this post.

I just so excited with today, today, today and today and i just don't know why.
and i feel really excited.
one, no more broke cellphone. two, no more heart broken. three, no more annoying deskmate, four, I've got what I wanted (I got pink soft bokeh for my first project photo shoot.) and last I got my Damian back just like a XOXOXOTHINGS on my head;;)

I thanked GOD for the love He given me. He gave me a nice person I've ever met in this world.
I thanked GOD for the brave He given to me, for the strength he was given to me.
I thanked GOD for the glory.
I thanked GOD for everything He given to me. He sent me Damian<3
I love everything that I've been done and I love the heartbroken I've felt before.
it makes me stronger and stronger.

with love,

Now at classroom.

2011-01-31T22:32:00.000-08:00

me with my friends, RAHAYU SETYA PURNAMASARI

best friends I've ever met uhuuuww:*

SO CRAZY US xD

yeah sexy me big you ayuk:p

this, and many mooooooreee

okay end for this post, we'll meet again next time with my freaks post and another post.

smooooch big hugs&kisses for you all

with love,

Sunday, 30th of January 2011.

2011-01-30T05:12:00.000-08:00

I'm a women. And I will choose what's the best for my life. even if it's all about you.

thanks GOD for show me the way.

I started so good and I finished with so horrible story. so soft and comfortable you in my life, and I trusted you so bad. I feel not on the mood right now. may I tell you that story?

first of all, I still love you at all Damian. I still in love with you, the way you laugh, the way you be here, beside me, the way you text me than said that you needed me so bad. I missed everything about you in my life at all. but unluckily you made me felt so disappointed at all!

everything, I hold everything I wanna hold. but you just couldn't go with my way. whatsamatter if I left you? just nothing. I want your changing. I really wanted your changing. just please, give your best for me.

there's always be a new life for us. thanks for everything:"> it's just kinda work.

thanks for made me cry.

I HATE YOU DAMN MUCH!

start the new me to realize my life.

2011-01-29T00:49:00.000-08:00

well, hello my blog so happy to see you again and post something here.
actually I miss the moment when I spent much time using this blog, everytime, everyday.
than I've removed much of my post (so sorry.) I just want to start the new life here in my blog

lots of love,

27 February 2010, 12.22 - 01.54 :D

2010-02-26T19:30:00.000-08:00

well :) akhirnya sama buka blog dan melakukan THE REAL POSTING hahaha kan yang lain isinya cuma lagu lagu sama curhat-curhat aja kali yaaa hahaha, well tadi malem aku telpon2an sama cowok gitu yaa hmm ^^ dari jam 12an sampe jam set2! wow amazing hahaha :))) buaek banget anaknya. namanya dirahasiakan aja kali yakk? hihihi ^^ sebenernya, kita ketemu di fb gitchu, akunya ngerasa dianya asik. yauda aku minta nomer hpnya :) eh malah tambah deket. tapi tenang wah! kita cuma temen :') aku masih mau nunggu LUTHFI NIKO ABDILLAH nih hihihi ;))

tadi malem, iseng aja sih cerita cerita banyak sama dia. buaek anaknya :') aku cerita tadi malem aku nangis gitcuuuu :p (masih smsan) terus dia tanya kenapa. ofcourse dengan BANGGA aku ceritain semuanya :') hahaha -- well, waktu aku cerita, dia kasih saran ke aku. buanyak banget saran yang bisa bikin aku lebih kuat dari dia woooo :p terus, dia telpon wowowowooooo SENANGNYAAAAAA DIRIKYUUUUUUUUUU ♥ akhirnya dia juga cerita banyak soal ceweknya yang cemburuan ihi ihi ihi ;p haha lama lama lamaaaaaaaaaa sekitar 5 menitan, eh kita malah mlengse (baca : nyambung) ke topik lain yang gak penting wakakaa sampe manggil pake 'sayang' 'putus' wakakaka lucu beudzzz tuh orang :)

akhirnya loh ya, aku bisa lupa sama dia buat sementara Ya Allah makasih banget kamu udah ngirim dia :) dia buaek pooool makasih hihihi semoga aja nanti suamiku kayak dia, amiiin

written by,
Priscilla Ziona H.

LP ♥

2010-02-23T05:09:00.000-08:00

tak pernah sedikitpun aku bayangkan
betapa hebatnya cinta yang kau tanamkan
hingga waktu beranjak pergi,
KAU MAMPU HANCURKAN HATIKU!

Ipang - Ada Yang Hilang...

saat aku benar-benar kehilangan seorang LUTHFI NIKO ABDILLAH :'(

2010-02-18T22:54:00.000-08:00

"Ezhy was strong, she would be to forgeting Luthfi quickly. I know too!"

always that which I heard from the mouths of all of you. only that words that still alive in your heart to makes me stronger. but you never saw the crumpled state here. verge of extinction hearts, minds on the verge of destruction, on the verge of constancy of life.
You might think I'm weak because I choose first mistake. yes, I'm stupid chose another man who is not necessarily supposed to love me like Luthfi loves me for a half of his life.

as when I know he already has another woman, I was only able to shed tears of this melancholy. as if my world had no meaning, as if I was in town of die. I just can stop&stare in this place, stuck in this way and looking him go away from my life, than cry all night. I hope only temporarily.

If I can replay it all, I will choose you first. now I'm very very know how much the love that you invest in my heart, so when you left, my soul really shaken and fragile. I want you back, give me your last kiss, give me a chance to love you as before. I promise not to ever miss a second with you.

you me you me, we should being one, one heart one soul one body one mind. your way is my way, your life is my life. we (should) one. we (should) not be separated by anything.

now, I'm learning. learn to see you happy with others, learn to see the smile that does not belong to me anymore, and learn to wait you patiently to come back with me again, with love. i love you. I really love you. thanks for the memories, I'll keep waiting for you.

NUNGGU KAMU SAMPAI MATIKU ♥

私が住んで呼吸する限り、あなたの愛。

2010-02-04T05:32:00.000-08:00

私があなたの心を知らない。私はあなたについて、Dipaケア！私は何時に私はあなた浮気しているか言うことができるのか分からない。あなたが、私は本当にジニねじ込み：けが知っている（私は何に対していいのか分からない！をあまりにも深く私を傷つける！

ただし、1つのことを知っている必要があります。私はあなたと、Pradipta RIZKY RAHADI愛を停止することができるわよ！はい、だけが最愛の人。私はあなたをオフすることを嫌う。謝罪と赦し。それはすべて私に言えることだ。申し訳ありませんなぜですか？私は、自分の人生からあなたを提供することはできません。私もあなたの詳細については、Dipaケア。本当に！

再び親愛なる移動しない場合は、あなたが私を残してしたくない。場合は、態度を決めかねている私は喜んでいる。限り、ここに私と一緒にご宿泊いただけます。もし私わがままだごめんね。これは私はあなたから何をしたいです。すみませんねえ、ごめん、ごめんね。私は完全に、あなたを愛して何が、しかし私は、残念ながら欠点を受け入れる場合は、どこに住んで、誰です。

愛と
Ezhy。

okay, it's so hurting me boy ♥ both of us

2010-02-02T21:01:00.000-08:00

hmm okay. kita putus haha
makasih buat kenangannya,
teddy bear cintanya, cincinnya, kalungnya, ciumnya, peluknya :'D makasih sayang :D

maaf kalo aku sempet bikin kamu marah, bikin kamu nyesel pernah kenal aku, bikin kamu bete, suka ngatur-ngaturin hidupmu. maaf ya! aku loh sayang kamu, makanya aku ngelakuin itu. makasih udah pernah jadi apart of my life :) sekarang kita udah jalan sendiri-sendiri deh hehe :p

Pradipta Rizky Rahadi, 26122009 - 03022010 :'D ♥

♥PRADIPTA RIZKY RAHADI

TOTALY COOL by Alex Evans ♥

2010-01-27T20:04:00.000-08:00

I got this picture when I was looking for some pict of
ALEX EVANS GALLERY
so, just joy this photos that I had been taken 2 hours ago
and comment please :) thanks, XOXO

by : Priscilla Ziona Huwae

26th of January 2010 ♥

2010-01-26T21:36:00.000-08:00

My craaaaaaaaaaabbbbb! happy first month honey :) awalnya gak percaya aku kalo kita bisa ngelewatin semuanya :'D mulai dari awal pacaran yg disebabkan karena KETERPAKSAAN eh malah bisa bertahan dan tumbuh benih" cinta hehehehe :') mungkin emang bener kata orang" dulu yaaaaaa : "tresno jalaran saka kulina" ikikikik :')))) well, awalnya aku agak sedikit sakit waktu kamu minta putus cuma gara" gak bisa ngebahagiain aku (who was said that to you, crab?). tapi itu SALAH BANGEEEET! kamu lho sempurna buat aku, crab :'( gak semudah itu ngelepas kamu! aku udah biasa dengerin kamu manggil aku dengan kata "BEAR JELEG" dan aku suka banget sama panggilan itu :') aku suka banget tiap kamu nyubit" pipiku sampe kaku semua. aku seneeeeng banget tiap kamu bisikin kata bear jeleg sambil mukul mukul pahaku. dan aku paling gak sabar nunggu" suara motormu lewat depan rumahku yang tandanya kamu ngapelin akuuuu!!! huahuahuahuaaaa :'(( kamu berharga buat aku sayaaang :'( aku gak mau kehilangan kamuuuuu :'(

crab crab, aku juga seneng waktu baca smsmu buat aku tanggal 24 Januari 2010 yang bunyinyaaa:

Maaf ya sayang aku gk bisa kasih apa2 ke kamu di hari ulang tahunmu ini , aku cuma bisa bilang selamet ulang tahun ya sayang.. Semoga kamu menjadi anak yg baik dan pinter, aku bkal jadi yg terbaik buat kamu, aku janji! Aku sayang bgt sama kamu.. :) aku harap, aku bs jd yg pertama ngucapin slamet ulang tahun di hari ini.. Aku janji aku bakal ngado km tp gk hari ini.. Aku janji aku bakal ngado km sayang.. Met bobok bear ku.. Have a nice dream.. Happy birthday my bear..

pas jam 00.01 sayang :'D aku seneng banget sumpah! makasih ya sayang :'D itu kado terindah buat aku yang :') kamu yg terbaik pokoknya. aku pengen kita bisa kayak gini sampe mati! amiiin :'D love you so my Crab :'D

with love,
Ezhy/Priscilla Ziona Huwae

sorry late posting, seharusnya tanggal26 hehe

first blog :) just joy this one by me :D

2010-01-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

...jantungku berdebar tiap ku ingat padamu
sunny, sunny
mengapa ada yang kurang saat kau tak ada
sunny, sunny
melihatmu, menyentuhmu itu yang ku mau...
Bunga Citra Lestari - Sunny

HAHAHA berulang-2 aku mendengarkan lagu ini.
hatiku terasa seperti tersayat kembali, luka yang sudah mengering di dada...
serasa tergores oleh kaca kecil yang tak berguna.

memang, berat buatku untuk kehilangan seorang Ken :') yang sempat benar-2 terasa nyata untukku
seseorang yang tiap-2 waktunya memberikan motivasi yang membangun.
walaupun terkadang, cukup membuat hatiku terluka :') namun, aku KUAT! aku mampu untuk dia
aku BERTAHAN walau sakitnya benar-2 terasa :')
ya, 17 Oktober 2007 sampai 16 Juni 2008 benar-2 sungguh hal yang luar biasa untukku :)

tanggal 17 Oktober 2007,
aku berusaha mendapatkannya. aku begging dia, aku bilang aku masih sayang dia :') aku ingin dapet ksempatan kedua dari dia :) dan dia mengabulkannya :') THANKS Ken :'D hari itu adalah kenangan yang begitu indah untukku

tanggal 24 Januari 2008
kamu orang pertama yang sms aku begini "slamat ulang tahun ya, panjang umur. aku syg kamu, aku cinta kamu. makasih udah jadi punyaku lagi." hihihihih :') aku gak bakalan lupa hari itu.

tanggal 25 Mei 2008
aku sms kamu "happy birthday, maaf telat yaaa. kamu mau kado apa dari aku?" than kamu bilang "aku gak mau apa-2. aku cuma mau hatimu aja kok" SENENG BUKAN MAIN PEEEK! kau tahu, rasanya aku benar-2 melayang terbang tinggi hari itu :DDDDD :') hari yang indah :')

tanggal 16 Juni 2008
dengan mudahnya, aku meninggalkanmu begitu saja :'( dengan mudahnya aku menilai kamu buruk. dengan mudahnya, aku berprasangka yang tidak baik tentangmu :'( MENGAPA PENYESALAN SELALU TERJADI SAAT SUDAH TERLAMBAT? arrrrghhh x'( aku benar-2 kehilanganmu hari itu demi LAKI-2 BEJAT TAK BERGUNA ITU :'( penyesalanku hingga saat ini masih terasa :'( aku mencoba begging kamu, supaya kamu kembali ke pelukku lagi :') tapi... GAGAL :') aku benar-2 kehilangganmu.

kenangan yang manis dan berujung pahit :') pengalamanku sungguh benar-2 pelik untuk kupikirkan. tak tau, tiap aku mendengar lagu itu, aku teringat kamu :') hanya teringat... sedikit...

TAPI TIDAK HARI INI :') entah, hari ini aku lebih banyak memikirkan PRADIPTA RIZKY RAHADI. dia, membuatku benar-2 terasa melayang... sama seperti apa yang telah kau lakukan dahulu padaku :') aku MENCINTAINYA :'D dia mampu menghilangkan perasaan gundahku :')

aku berterimakasih padamu KEN (nama asli di rahasiakan) :') yang sudah menolakku saat aku menginginkanmu kembali. mungkin, bila kau tak menolakku, aku tak akan bisa mendapatkannya :') terimakasih untuk semua kenangan yang kau berikan padaku :'D aku menghargai itu semua :)

aku berterimakasih padamu PRADIPTA RIZKY RAHADI :'D yang benar-2 mengubahku menjadi seperti ini :') aku MENCINTAIMU pa :') benar-2 dan sungguh-2 mencintaimu. kamu sudah berhasil merebut hati keluargaku :') FULL RESTU udah kita dapetin :') semoga kita bisa langgeng :D amiiiin :D

aku juga ingin berterimakasih kepada SEMUANYA, terutama pada ANGGA PRASETYA yang sudah mengajariku dengan kalimat-2 bijaknya yang terkadang sangat tolol :') hahaha aku menghargainya :')

maaf, bila aku terkadang MUNAFIK dengan keadaanku ini :') aku hanya ingin menjadi seperti yang kalian mau :') EZHY YANG SEMPURNA DIMATA KALIAN :) makasih untuk semuanya... aku benar-2 menyayangi kalian :')

with love,
Ezhy

*nb. maaf notesnya gak jelas alurnya kemana, aku lagi pengen nulis iseng haha :D