It's just not enough

you spook my world a lot.
you told me how to be strong.
you told me to stay hold on.
you held my hand when there is ups and downs.
but then I just realized,

WHY.
DON'T.
YOU.
EVEN.
CARE.

yet I've dreamed of you, yet I love you.
you just make it goes away somehow.


yes, you are.
the most undeniably mistake I've ever done.



with a huge, huge love,
P.