A Perfect Gateway

I no longer 17 years old girl, dreaming a perfect life without any lust and sins.

everyone has their own perfect gateway. so do I.

my long-term plan has been made, and I myself only who can make it happening.

everyone start showing their drama, hurt everyone else while I'm busy making my way to my perfect gateway.

do what you wanna do, hurts me as if i've done it before. but for your own consideration, i don't even care. it doesn't even matter at all

...so, this is how i chase my biggest dream.

a battle has just begun, everything's failing everyone.

just keep hold on tightly,

even if you fail, you've finished a good battle at least for your own self.

...one thing that really matter for me,

my perfect gateway.

and i'll chase till i lose my hope,

hope that will stand forever to eternity

taken by me. wing, fur and wind (c) 2012. Chellocleiico

originally taken by me. warm breeze (c) 2012. Chellocleiico

 adios.

Earth to go

oh! so, June is come more fast than I've ever think. some of my project are delayed cause this whole months I will face the final examination. so remarkable! but actually, I would love to said thanks to you all for keep reading this such-a-mess blog. a bunch of thanks. a lot more, actually.

yesterday, me & my family were going to Taman Safari II that located in Prigen, Pasuruan. I took some great photo there, so now I'm going to share all of those cool stuffs I found there. not all, actually. some of them. I took some amazing photo & after all my hard worked, I just got the paid.

being an animal, plants and nature picture taker isn't an easy thing to do. there is so much I have to paid off at first and so much thing about animal and nature I need to learn. why i decided to take this strangest hobby ever? well, nature doesn't lie, yes? they just run into my eyes and makes me fall in love. just after these all project, I learn how to appreciate what God has given to me. and we actually needs to take care of them all.

so, take a look and have a great day

my green way to heaven

the true beauty of wild life

deer (?)

my sister gave the Llama some carrot.

young cute deer

santa claus' deers

The Zebra are beside my car

cute pattern of Zebra. I'm in love

cute horn & skin color

true beauty of animal.

a whole family package.

well, picture will be updated soon next to my facebook page. and I need to go now btw.

tot ziens

Touched Down Bromo

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yesterday (20th of April, 2012) I was so excited! I've touched down Bromo mountain (Probolinggo, East Java, Indonesia) for the first time with some of my (awesome) family. So excited with the view there. So I definitely took some photo at Bromo. Actually I will touch down them again soon when the holiday season comes. Can't wait! And, I hope I could even go traveling alone someday. It will be so terrifically epic.

There was more than just happiness I felt when I stood in Bromo. There was good, or maybe great. I've never felt that way, before. I climbed up the mountain, screamed as loud as I could, released the pain I've felt for more than a year. I felt so great and I suddenly realized there was more than this... and I promise I will climb up another mountain, let my footprint immortalized there, take some awesome picture there, and let it releases my pain away...

some photo I took there is below:

off road driving in order to reach the food of the mountain. picture taken by me.

the way with grasses covered by the haze in early morning. cool, huh?

the off road way

bromo view

extraordinary.

beautiful

penanjakan

earth relief

with my sister.

off road car

more photos {here} 

n. b: link will be updated soon with new photos

So, this is ventii

photo by me

I represent this post for them who always got bully, for them who think they're not worth for living, for them who think they're not pretty enough to have some friend. Dear, I told you... You are pretty, don't let anyone else tell you otherwise.

much much love,

Ezhy

"I want to start by letting you know this, because of you my life has a purpose. You helped be who I am...

You'll never know what it means to me, that I'm not alone... That I'll never have to be."

This song saved my life - Simple plan

p.s: need to here the song? please click {here}

for more artwork and song? find me on tumblr.  thx

me and you

picture by me

"Oh love don't let me go... won't you take me where the street lights glow?"

Life in Technicolor II - Coldplay

Living reality

If a meaningful path of life can break the happiness inside us, 

if the words can't even speak the truth of what kind of life we're now living. 

Then, who to believe?

If everyone show their fakes smile even when they're die of the truth,

if the only person who you believe is letting you know his lies. 

Then whose smile it was?

If the right words can't even speak the truth of our mind.

If the unspoken words can never be forgotten, can never be spoken, 

what kind of life we living at, then?

If everything's not supposed to be here, 

then who to love? And who to forget?

how long the life we're living at will exist?

I don't know, I don't even know how to refuse the feeling

but I know, I have to let you go...

tot ziens

Deviantation

Just found something I don't even think of...

oh dear my lovely old edited picture, why you so love-able to see

I found much more {here}

hope you stumble across and found something you'll love to think and see

 more picture just click the link above,

need to go now. Take care you all

tot ziens!

tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Bonjour!

Okay I'm sorry for letting this blog alone for about a couple days. I'm now currently finishing doing some assignments and examination. And there is a lot more reason to say but I have no time to write it down. Today, I love to share about -a lot more- my love life, but really, I don't know how to write it down. So I prefer to post these photos and the lyrics.

And I hope you enjoy :-)

"Your voice was a soundtrack of my summer, do you know you unlike any others?

you'll always be my thunder

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors, I don't wanna ever love another...

you'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain, oh baby bring on the pain, and listen to the thunder..."

Thunder by Boys like Girls -

It's sucks to know how people who we love the most leaving us instantly and perfectly sooner than ever, with a big scars inside our heart and we just keep on silent. Can't even realize the truth. Those soundtracks suddenly goes away even we beg it back.

Everything just going on in our life that makes no sense at all. How it supposed to be? How could we turn back the time? How can we get what we need? A "move on" doesn't even matter at all. Struggling on healing the pain away, removing the scars, try to make everything getting better at all.

...but it still won't change

the truly question really is, "where I belong to when I'm not around you"

Could you just realize how I plant and keep this love for you?

"gotta find a way out, maybe there's a way out..."

tot ziens.

Miscellanous; Photo session I

Hi! I've just had my photo session this noon with a super lovely friend of mine and I got sum not-so-good-pocket-camera photos. And the greatest is, I'm gonna share them all (okay, not all of them.) to you all! I just finished editing the contrast so the pict won't hurt your eyes like my blog does, no?

So, here they're coming. Please enjoy.

my footprints

there is a long, long way. yes?

both of them on the same foot

a perfect couple on purple hoodie

way to home

And some more next on my flickr account. Just keep on waiting :-)

Goede nacht.