A Perfect Gateway

I no longer 17 years old girl, dreaming a perfect life without any lust and sins.

everyone has their own perfect gateway. so do I.

my long-term plan has been made, and I myself only who can make it happening.

everyone start showing their drama, hurt everyone else while I'm busy making my way to my perfect gateway.

do what you wanna do, hurts me as if i've done it before. but for your own consideration, i don't even care. it doesn't even matter at all

...so, this is how i chase my biggest dream.

a battle has just begun, everything's failing everyone.

just keep hold on tightly,

even if you fail, you've finished a good battle at least for your own self.

...one thing that really matter for me,

my perfect gateway.

and i'll chase till i lose my hope,

hope that will stand forever to eternity

taken by me. wing, fur and wind (c) 2012. Chellocleiico

originally taken by me. warm breeze (c) 2012. Chellocleiico

 adios.

Deviantation

Just found something I don't even think of...

oh dear my lovely old edited picture, why you so love-able to see

I found much more {here}

hope you stumble across and found something you'll love to think and see

 more picture just click the link above,

need to go now. Take care you all

tot ziens!

A!

So, hello everyone. Today I pick "A!" for the tittle cause I don't know what to write, literally. I just wanna share some video and maybe a song. By the way, I've started recording my own voice, actually I sing a song since a week ago and I want to share it to my readers, and to you who stumble across my blog but I still don't know where I can upload my recorded-voice. So please tell me if you know that one stuff.

And, for today, I would share this one, my new favorite youtube.com account that really breathtaking. I just found this one this morning and I hope you'll love it too.

youtube.com/user/realitychangers

And by the way, tomorrow I'll be at school again.

I think just that one today

bedank en tot ziens!

Leo's Orchid

"kamu itu seperti anggrek, cantik, tapi gak sombong."

An orchid..

He told me that I was beautiful whether when I'm not

He told me I'm currently listening his problem when I'm easily get mad

He told me I'm special even when I do worst

He said I'm truly madly makes him fall in love so deep

A little surprise for valentine,

a beautiful orchid...

He gave it to me, made me cry for some minutes..

Make me believe that I'm special in everyway I've been..

Make me understood how strong he was..

It's wonderful when I'm already know,

that I have someone who keep me as beautiful as someone keeping this orchid,

someone that spent the whole of his living world completing part that lost,

someone that truly care..

I'm lucky, I have you :']

so, happy valentine's day!

Random mind

"Everyone needs compassion, love that's never failing.. Let mercy fall on me

Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of the savior. The hope of nation.."

Hillsong Australia - Mighty To Save

A thought has through my mind just now.

To compare what I've done and I've left behind. Scars, happiness, belief, frightened, whimsical mind, hopelessness , forgiveness.

That were really fill my mind to be (honestly) more mature. What a life.

One thing I've never be forget is, for what & why I've been made.

Life's good, and I'll never be those part again. A mature one is just throw away those cigarettes and beers. A mature one is never gonna give his/r life for something not comparable and worthless. A part of something that really could make everyone inspired. No more sad, no more sorrow, no more regret, no more... no more!

A dumb one will throw his/r life with worthless thoughts and habits.

Have a good life,

Bonzoir.